this sem is like so fuck up lo....
why? conflicts....degrading.....n worse...DISAPPOINTMENT! (purpose let it hanging....i got my own reason lol...)
u try to imagine this, i told some ppl this "don't do this", "don't do that", "need to have or do this"
and what is the response?
there is none! in other words , ignorance is the word...
then the worst part is that their MISTAKES AND FAILURES, who cover up? ME....not to mention i told them before.....thanks to the creation and application of IGNORANCE!
so fuck up right?
why are they not listening to me?
issit my fault? for being too straightforward?
issit because i am seems useless to them?
my background?
or worse, issit the way how i being a very funny fren to them?
shit la.....
i ain't 5 years old k...although i maybe coming 22 years old...my experience age is far older....why? it is not explainable wanna knw...u turn back the time and experience my life urself u will...knw...
so i dare to say...background of a person is very important......
and issit because i am being degraded or being stereotype of who i am?
this kind of person, this kind of ppl...THINKS THAT I only knw how to BE panas baran or paranoid.... ah...my paranoid...is the one what's going to happen AND IT HAPPENED OLEDI RIGHT? like i said...i am not paranoid...i am logically predicting what will happen....and u see...all of my concern came true SOLID!
need to say more?
yes!
why? some ppl's general stereotyping on person like me....the sarawakian....
wtf....u see this BACKTSABBING conversation...
" so experience meh? his hometown got -censored- meh? only got trees and jungles and mountain je..."
or the verbal conversation (this is the real one....jus happen few days ago)
me: they learn our language but we x take initiative to learn theirs' according to ur opinion, do you think it is a bit unfair?
some person: no, it is not unfair, it is the way how it is what...this is how it happen here in malaysia, this shouldn't be like this for PPL LIKE YOU FROM SARAWAK
me: now this is wat going on here...in my place...we will not learn a shit because we stereotype them
some person: i am not stereotyping ma...i am just saying if this language is not worth, jus like china is expanding economically therefore we need to learn that language.....maybe it is ur own opinion thinking lik this la...we never heard such thing like this"
some person 2: some aborigins in pahang language is very hard to learn actually and its a lot of language we need to learn...we only learn the language whether it is worth to learn it or not..."
p/s: i manage to debate to shut them up...cos going further woah...unprofessionally their emotions bursting out...
weird right? shouldn't i be the one emo since they insulting me?
first, the first person said...-censored- is not stereotyping at all....yeah right...look at the word that is highlighted....hello i am studyin psychology and i am good in observation k?
but tat still ok la...perhaps -censored- never been there so -censored- wont knw....FORGIVEN la.....honest here k...
in addition.....MALAYSIA IS MALAYSIA NOT MALAYSIA INCLUDING SABAH AND SARAWAK.....
WHOEVER GOT THIS ATTITUDE AND BEHAVE IT....U SURE GONNA GET BEAT UP BY ME REAL GOOD TILL U TRAUMATIZE FOR GOOD TOO.!
not being violence pls....doing my part as a Malaysian patriotic!
but the most disturbing is....learning a new language because of the value of the particular language?
not because of ur own interest?
if this how u think.....well not to say completely wrong la...if for doing business well it is value to be learned la....
but...
now i am learning french....issit because someday i will work at french and do business with them? fuck la...i am not planning to go there too....i am learning french because i am INTERESTED in it....because french language is unique, and it sounds so romantic...love the sound of the words and many more...imagine "il" for anything even human that is masculine and "elle" for anything even human that is feminine...
for me this statement...which the "some person 1" solidly said is very naive.....
not naive as in insulting
but rather lack of experience person...still -censored- is forgiven....
haiz.....imagine that....how i felt...
but as my fren said before.....whatever the stress need to relieve it out...not divert it to other ppl...so what i did?
thanks to Kuok Rong, Iskandar and baron's new drug.....pool....
played for 3hours and it happens for 2days.!
i am relieved d....now doing my best to start my studies...now....
gonna get my best-effort-on-studies going now....
because i tell myself this....
"year 2 oledi, u gotta be in the Dean's list le"
till then....
FYI, WHOEVER IS EMO AFTER READING THIS MEANS U R SO PERASAN....
PLS LA...
DID I MENTION WHO IS IN THERE?
SO FUCK OFF, X SO SIMPLY FUCK WITH ME K? TELLING SOMETHING HOW I FELT AND HONEST HERE...
U X GET ALONG WITH ME GET AWAY THEN....I X GIVE A SHIT....I GOT GREAT FRENS AROUND ME NOT IN QUANTITY BUT QUALITY OK?
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