"kamu orang sarawak tak pandai baca ke?"

yes...today is a bad day for me...n wat has it got to do with this statement above?

not that i am trying to be negative or trying to cause chaos aka calamity in malaysia but somehow i wish to wonder wats going on in this human society...

at first i was hoping for some help or aid for my mistake (yes i admit it is my mistake that i didn't read properly the TERMS AND CONDITION as stated in the application form.. or is it not mine at all? hmmm....)

nvm...tat will be settled...

the main thing here is this statement which makes me quite disappointed....

i will not mention who is involve cos its for the means of their identity protection...

but a person...mentioned this...while i am dealing with my complications...

"kamu orang sarawak tak pandai baca ke?"

i was shocked n disappointed when i heard such thing mentioned by him....and many more....

somemore i presented my IC saying i am Malaysian...but then...he said "dia tipu mungkin, itu pun juga palsu"....

woah...tat's too much...but for the sake of mutual avoidance on conflict i remained silent...

luckily another person came in n took it over from him...(he kept being so obnoxious angry only)

eventually things settled...(not exactly i had to get down to putrajaya for this matter) lol....which i will go, don't worry.....

but the question here is this, it's already 47 years oledi....but why there's still got this old-fashioned stereotyping happened here....

whats going here? i'm not sure....

i thought its something to be "welcome n appreciate" after 47 years oledi....

or issit me the only one who experience this situation or someone else also....

i'm not sure...

i am not trying to shoot or try to drive ppl around me into chaos or danger...

i wonder do they even knw that sarawak has the highest percentage of public exam passes? (tat is so far i knw when i am still in secondary) n yet...said tat we, orang sarawak knw how to read or not....

haiz...i am deeply disappointed....

any suggestion here? any idea? cos we are proud to be malaysian...but such stereotyping is not helpin at all.....

it has nothing got to do...whether the one malaysia concept is working or not by our current respective prime minister Najib Tun Razak...in fact...i can see such concept is working....n it is in its positive development now....i am deeply appreciate such concept is implemented

but the matter here is mainly on our society's stereotyping...

i wanna knw...NEUTRALLY what do they think of us from borneo...so that we can improve...

or perhaps...it gives me an idea to further investigate next time with the knowledge i have, psychology on this human behavior...

not to show off....but at the good side...its somehow rather interesting....to understand this situation....

however...i hope that one malaysia concept will help to ward off such stereotyping...because when i'm in the train on the way to kampar, i heard some of those noisy ah bengs....describing and talking about where is SABAH n how good is their seas...until they wish to go someday....

i was like "WOW!" never tot even they knew it quite well...even the name of the beach...they were discussin about....

they talked bout snookering or this scuba diving thing in sabah....n nice food in sabah....

now tats a great start for one malaysia concept....

but still minority of the citizen stereotyping still exist...unless u can read their mind...n also und why they wanna do this lo....this is my suggestion...

like this we, malaysian will live in a better future n be something to proud!

perhaps...who knws...we will be one of the great countries someday?

fyi...i have a dream of becoming one of the pioneer for being the war correspondent FOR MALAYSIA....

n i am not shy to say it aloud....

so let's held hands together n reduce such stereotyping....for the mutual benefit of all, MALAYSIAN...

"aku sayau ke NEGARA MALAYSIA, so agi hidup sebagai anak malaysia, agi ngeleban untuk malaysia!"

direct translation from bahasa iban: "i love malaysia, so still breath as malaysian, still will fight for malaysia"

fyi...its a broken bahasa iban from me a chinese malaysian hahhaha....soli...but i tried my best d...

to make it sounds patriotic lol....

"selamat menyambut hari merdeka..."

p/s: was suppose to put the one malaysia picture here...but le....when i google i found some PORNS instead of beautiful picture of one malaysia from googling....zzzzz....how sad is tat le?

ridiculous human actions that are based on conformity

the following are the list of COMMON human actions are based on the social norm or conformity or in easier to be understandable PEER or social influence...

1.fashion

2.talking style

3.eating style

4.mindset

owh...why issit fashion is one of them? (well mostly we all knw oledi...) but how about talking...n eating.? why issit so? well...allow me to explain....

and.....

..............

........................

have to this again...for so called *freedom of speech* not because of the law (i knw it very well, my limit) but rather because of those SENSITIVE-NARROW-SIMPLE-MINDED people around me who has the access to read this....seriously this kind of ppl....GET SOME LIFE!!

WARNING: for what i am going to write...has nothing got to do with anyone around me i knw i came across or anything around me....it is meant for me to share some thoughts...if so u reject it....so be it...x care about it...because this is an act of me practicing the freedom of speech that coexist with our current law...THANK YOU VERY MUCH...

FASHION.

in different culture or different border there are different type of fashion u may came across....

u can see some japanese fashion ah, taiwanese fashion ah or maybe western fashion (mostly like USA style or british) but then...where is MALAYSIA fashion

no i didn't mean about the traditional fashion...i assure u we still following it...but what i mean is the modern MALAYSIAN fashion....so sad i x find any...

all i can see is those ah liang and ah bengs putting on their "Christmas Trees" everyday n look like this:

enough said....

yes, i am aware that our nation is multicultural one...but does tat stop us from creating our own fashion? why do we have to adopt others? until i x find any desirable fashion here in malaysia so i tried out different style (hairstyle to be exact)

this is so sad...i shall say....in terms of modern fashion...Malaysia is like an ants to them....haiz...

also definition of beauty is not because of how curve is ur body or how muscular ur body is...the real beauty ppl! is ur own heart tats the true one....u knw why? the heart is the everlasting one till after death....ur body le? when u're in ur own tomb ur body will rot like wat....ZOMBIE?

TALKING STYLE

"oh my god" in a broken english pronunciation but with strong taiwanese accent....

slangs.... accents....this is so ridiculous...

where's ur own style of talking?

do u knw jay chou n eminem actually get popular because of their UNIQUE style of talking?

why do u have to talk in british accent while ur IC or birth cert says u're born in MALAYSIA?

sometimes i also notice that some mandarin speaker even IMITATE Taiwanese speaker?

do u knw u're making a fucking fool out of urself? be urself , loser lol.....

EATING STYLE

not because of the food...

what i meant is the way they eat....hello malaysians....why do u have to eat like those in KOREAN drama?

why u eat like tat u will be so classy ah? or eat like tat u are a model oledi ah?

oh pls....eating styles doesn't make any different

how u eat? woah...eat sip by sip as if the food is too big for ur mouth for the sake n the love of ur own god...u have a wide mouth! utilize it n dun waste ur own time ur god created for u....zzz....

sad...sad....sad....

MINDSET

now tat one is the landmine.....why?

u see this...

when ppl said or labeled u as a weirdo...everybody will follow the false statement n continue doing it without further investigate the reason why....

how bout i asked u guys this question....

why do u have to follow other ppl's maladaptive thoughts while ur own mind is so pure? why do u want it to be polluted by those brain who oledi being polluted like BLEAK!!

no wonder the whole word jus x help themselves from stopping the pollution...

i bet even the green peace ppl also polluting now la lol....(not big but small like....imposible u guys can avoid using computer? the source of pollution?)

for my own experience....when i changed my hair to mohawk... a person started to badmouth saying my hair lik this cos i want to seek attention and tat because i am crazy oledi...

bullshit pls...have u guys seen the extreme one before?

n u call them crazy?....fyi this is an article i read from a life of a DOCTOR

excuse me doctor? dare to say this doctor as in major in psychiatric crazy?

or she wants to be attention seeker? eh tats BULLSHIT pls...

like her...i'm actually pursuing n doing something i like....

in more general one i guess i will hav a specific article jus for it...cos its long n complicated....

but this is wat i experience...i like my hair tat way cos i want to be MYSELF not because i want to be different than other ppl so tat i can get attention....i x give a shit to those want attend to me....cos i am happy for i am DEREK, in some ways i am oledi successful...i am achieving it wit my own effort n encouragement with family n frens....MARK MY WORDS....

fyi: even my family member especially my brother, Daniel Bong Cheng Hua, x mind at all, why do u guys give a shit about it le? if u all are so collectivist type....

to end my article...

why do u need to fall into those stupid conformity....i tot malaysia is multiracial n by tat means malaysia is COLORFUL?

but why issit malaysians seems so dull saje....

where are the painters? where are the papers? where are the COLORS?

get urself colorful n u will coexist urself happily without all the BIAS n DISCRIMINATION

this is the real life....live wit the colors u have in u....who care wat ppl said ur color is or follow wat color...u have ur own color be who u are n make ur world around

colorful...

REMEMBER THIS IT IS UP TO U TO MAKE THE WORLD COLORFUL, SO BE URSELF!!!

Selling Fresh-Air Packet?

woot! all my assignment, midterms, and presentation for this sem..........DONE!

upcoming...FINALS (scary..)

but nvm, there still got some time for me to continue blogging (after sudden inactive in blogging)

aiya...wat to do...this sem is the toughest compare the rest i had...

woah....everything was so rushing so busy so packed together leaving little luxury time for me to eat n sleep lo...(gaming..ooppss forgot to mention tat lol...)

nevermind....

i got some lame topic for my "comeback" lol....(hmmm...why issit my english is so broken ah?)

alright...actually it is more to some lame thoughts that keep feeding my curiosity la lol...

so what it is?

well, ever wonder this, MINERAL WATER...

i'm not sure how many of u out there actually realize this or not that we are actually paying for something that we can get everywhere?

when we said mineral water..it means natural water...but why issit such a natural resource is charge with some certain amount of price?

i tot we could get it like from the tap water? cos it does taste the same u knw?

somemore...when it was tested...there's not much different the chemical substance contain inside the mineral water? so why bother buying a so called healthy plain water...

why x it be lik u go to the tapwater and drink it? isn't it the same?

not to mention....IT IS IN A PLASTIC BOTTLE!!!

imagine the chemicals dissolves into the water, the mineral water...lol...especially when its near some heat sources? so much more for those melamine cases last time...

hmmm...

MINERAL WATER+PLASTIC BOTTLE = healthy PLAIN water?

not convince? perhaps u should look at this video then....

*i got this idea in my head long time before i even watched this video ok? thats why u can see me carrying around my own water bottle n less seeing me buy any mineral water from restaurant or cafeteria..*

politics? maybe? i'm not sure...who cares...

so if mineral water can sell like so good according to this video above then why not.....

I STARTED THE BUSINESS OF SELLING FRESH-AIR PACKET (NOT THE PERFUME KIND OF FRESH AIR AH)

lol....how can i do it?

simple n easy...

go to the forest...

take some suction machine or something like vacuum...

suck the surrounding air in the forest....(dun worry its renewable)

then go back to the factory...

pack the "air" into the vacuum packet

label it...let say "the country air"

put a price tag on it let say...er....RM0.50 (eh..some tissue paper cos this much )

then sell it to the major cities in the world...where they could jus "pop" inhale n aaaahhhhh....the air from it lol....

in a period of time...

call me billionaire...n my company blooms like desperate flower buds lol....

logic or not?

well it will be if i manage to convince certain ppl la...to get my business started...lol..

woah...rich man's idea u knw....

TAKE NOTE: i am not planning to start this crap business but to show u how SARCASTIC-SILLY-STUPID idea...lol..

not only mineral water le....there's more lo being manipulated into the benefit of economy not for the means of health....

even to the extend of saving someone's life in emergency...what...u need to pay first before u could even see the doctors or nurses...paramedic to perform their healing?

it may sounds not right..but trust me i've read several articles n yes...it really happened until the would be patient of that hospital (not right to mention the name) DEAD!

so now i wonder...issit possible now...if our society system that we actually removed MONEY from it?

what will happened? what is the benefit?

that is a question yet to be answered lo....

till then...

back to blogging again...

now how shall i start after a long period of time not blogging?

hmmm....tell the reasons? (x need cos reasons is useless somehow)

or should i start wit something weird thoughts in my mind? (this gonna scare ppl...lol)

so....

share watever going thru my mind nw...

facebook....

scrolling down facebook...looking thru fren's status...(ya...even those in chinese...)

(no offence its the fact) a lot of them mentioned their problem, or something disappointed ah or something they are piss off in their life....

even some may felt so sad..they even mentioned they wanna cry or felt hopeless

*now this is not for shooting ppl but hopefully this will HELP la*

wonder why all this happened to you or ppl around u?

no its not karma nor its unfortunate

but it is something that meant to happen

why le?

why must we suffer, why we must lost something or why must we faced disappointment?

hard to answer it with all the facts and shit...(pls x make me start with research journals ah...)

but what i can tell is based on my personal experiences and observations...

my answer is...

we all need to experience such a negative situation in order to get the positive one...

now u see this example...

albert einstein, u think in his childhood life, he got his geniuses from genetic or miracle ah? definitely not!

when he was young, he was insulted he was considered stupid he was considered retarded everything regarding education was taken away from him...although his interest in studies was so strong...

and how he ended being so smart? well it is his experience tells him to struggle for knowledge and struggle he was,, until he finally achieved it!

ok not only Albert einstein, we can also take example of Sandra bullock

we all know how she looks like and wat is she famous for; popular actress...but did u know when she was young she was bullied because she was UGLY?

however u also need to perceive the negative experiences as something positive or beneficial to u...

why? if u kept crying over the spilled milk...u think the milk will go back into the carton? of course not....u need to make a move right here right now...n move on...

ya...it might be easier said than done...but if u say this to urself u will have this imprinted thoughts inside urself makes u stand up from the fall n move on....n its ok..if u takes time to change this habit...cos it took me 10 years in mastering it...

not only positive mind...u also need to equipped urself with a logical rational mind...

why le? hundreds of successful ppl are not superstitious (n it is different than having a faithful religion)....

i und it has being a backbone of a person to be superstitious but if skin can be shed off or hair can grow into different type...why not ur mindset?

superstition not only inhibit ur positive development of ur mind...but it also poison ur thoughts....

for instance, in 31st december 1999 they said, y2k thingy is going to destroy the earth the whole earth will be in danger will be in chaos....

until some businessman sold off his properties stocks n all he would ever had...jus to hide underground for such an irrational superstitious...could u believe that?!

then 12.00am 1 january 2000...not a single shit happened...everything still on everything still the same except for the news informing us some ppl did something stupid in their life....

so

should i care about the so called "the fiercest hungry ghost festival this year?"

pls...x make it sounds so bad...i need to make sure my grandfather had his feast also (that is if i am taoist or buddhist)....

n x worry bout the rest...do u knw there's a guardian watching over them?

SO THOSE WHO SIMPLY SPREAD STOP IT IMMEDIATELY, hungry ghost is a good thing not something to be scare off....

i think thats all la...

but to remind u all again....

I AM NOT SHOOTING ANYONE NOR INSULTING ANYONE HERE....I AM JUST TRYING TO SHARE THE THOUGHTS IN MY MIND...HOPING IT WILL HELP INSTEAD OF OFFENDING U....

woah...do i need to do tat everytime? where's the FREEDOM OF SPEECH?

till then....

jus remember...consider ur life is like playing american football....u just got to push it one at a time...fall down or got pwned...nvm..u can still get it up again...n continue pushing through the lines until u reach the goal!

WUSSHHH!!!