Happy Chinese year and valentine!!!

This picture is credit to baron's friend; Steven for the picture i grabbed it from his fb photo....

on the feb 14, every year, from what i see,usually the male partner(sometimes the female one) will buy flowers and give it to their love one in their own unique way, and ohya it usually comes with chocolate, cards and for some love one...it will comes along with the gift!! then the very same night, woah...bring out to the luxurious dinner or special cook-at-home-romantic setting hahhhaha

this is event is what i called it love-booster day!!! why? cos they make the bond between two lovers even closer than ever year by year...

ohya it's also great money for the florist, chocolates seller, gift shops and many more...why double price still can sell it out cos of the commitment occurs by the lovers....

and this year 2010 is special or can say once a life time!! why? cos it falls exactly the same day as the chinese new year....and this is the first time i experienced it also!!! wow!!! but this very day has their very own purpose for the destiny...why? we shall see it about it later...

now lets look into the history of valentine day!! or st.valentine.....(soli ah for those who x like history..)

but still should knw about it cos its better to knw WHY valentine day occur rather than merely WHAT u should do on valentine day...

fyi there's a lot of st. valentine but i picked one suits with what i gonna says next....further read

go to......

http://www.history.com/content/valentine/history-of-valentine-s-day

One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men — his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

note that its a legend cos there's a lot of st valentine stories...but i found this more realistic to be called upon as saint....(my opinion la k....its not blasphemy)

and then we all shall look into what is the main purpose this CHINESE NEW YEAR occur....

not that on this very day u eat only, play fireworks only, collect ang paos ($) or chit chat with relatives and friends....or for some worse case...showing off time!!!

from my understanding....CNY in fact is meant and for the main purpose the REUNION OF THE FAMILY MEMBERS and so as THE GATHERING OF OLD FRIENDS....or THE TIME U APPRECIATE FRIENDSHIPS...

its not only the chinese custom says that u all need to go back on cny and its a must...but if u look into it carefully, a custom tat makes this community going back to the family every year! aint tat great?

i have a friend who said this to me, "haiz...valentine day i x celebrate with her..." "the valentine day for me this year is so boring" "this year i am going to celebrate this valentine alone (single)"

and as i said earlier....how come such event can be so special?

from this legend, can u see the words i highlighted and bold?

valentine is not only meant for the lover for instance ur gf, bf, husband or wife...

but valentine day, most ppl x realise that the real valentine day is meant for ur LOVE ONE!!! and when i meant ur love one i am referring to YOUR FAMILY, YOUR PARENTS, YOUR BROTHERS, YOUR SISTERS, YOUR RELATIVES AND SO AS YOUR FRIENDS....

valentine is meant for is for the celebration of relationship and yet the CLOSEST RELATIONSHIP U EVER HAD is ur family!!!!

so PRAISE TO THE LORD, that this valentine is a miracle by Him for He made it on the very same day as the CNY...

so that we all have our chance to get close to our love one...

express ur love to them like u never did or u ever wanted to...there's no sin found in expressing ur love to ur parents...

and for me u should consider putting ur parents first or family first in ur everyday priority....

not that i am so narrow...but if u consider this....

who's love that makes u exist here in this very world?

who's dedication that makes u walk on this earth?

who's commitment that makes u the person of who u r?

want answers? look at ur family for the answer...u will knw one and get it from them...

for ur family, u x need to buy flowers for them or all the things i mentioned at the very beginning but the moment u spend with them the quality moment and so as the duration u spend with them....

spend it all with them...why? for those who work out station or study abroad...

u will feel so homesick or cry when u're on ur way back here cos u felt like u x spend enough with ur family...ur frens....

because the valentine days is meant for the celebration of love and the one who actually gives u the definition and the understand so as the soul of love is ur PARENTS!

so take this chances now and celebrate it with them also!!!

and not only for Chinese friend i am addressing to, also to all my friend from other races than Chinese, it's a national holiday!! so u all can take this opportunity to do the same thing to ur parents!!! woot!!!

till then....

"if there's no such thing as LOVE occur between ur parents, u will never ever walk on this life...."

UTADA HIKARU!!!

lol...i knw it sounds a bit psycho...or crazy...so what i am her fan!! and i dare to admit it woot!!!

i am her fan not by the song "first love" but actually the song entitled "final distance" woot!!!

her voice is great!!

how she sings well i dunno how to describe....

and ah shit...i dunno how to share the youtube video clip of her latest song "come back to me"

nvm there's always and alternative ways...so

here is the link...

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=UtadaVEVO#p/u/0/CKPA8L5ZpqU

here at this blog...damn! imma noobie!!! lol...

oh well to make this article here flamboyant!

i will upload....

THE ALBUM!!! woot...i like tat hahahah

its old i knw its lik 6 years ago...but still for me this the best collection of her...

if i could show the CD quality nah tau pun....

haiz...if only i could have it here at this moment while i doing my "lovely" assignment while listening to it...

x lik internet's one cos its lik u knw la....enjoy enjoy then stopped...wtf!

anyway UTADA HIKARU!!!!

woot!!

Mr apple's lives in physiology tutorial class.....

i am going to show u what we did in our uni life...(of course i was there too!!)

for year2 sem 1 <---woot imna year 2 oledi!!! but have to great ready for what may come!!(discrepancy lol....) ok one of it is...physiology tutorial class yesterday... ok miss yew asked us to bring along the apples to class but apparently my stupid memory failed me again and i hope it wont be big time la (ken,2009) <---gosh i almost forgot to do apa format well luckily sharing is caring value is still there so....i joined others with apples now fyi the main purpose of the apple is for our further understanding on the dissection of BRAIN so this is how it begins.... but first i wanna intro u all MR.APPLE.....say hello to him!! fyi the hand trying to do the horn thingy is ah bel's and so as mr apple also another art work of ah bel's (looks lik Halloween to me lol...)

so first...the first dissection...horizontal!!!

arghhhh!!!!....(sound effect!)
and guess what miss yew said we will found a star if we get the right dissection...and ya!! we did....and she also said we are a star also cos everyone is a star....woot!!! then we all shall be confident!!!!!!!!!!!! to be a fame of ourselves!!! woot!

then....the cross section dissection!!! well i x remember its cross section or mid sagittal

ARGGHHHHHH!!!!
and guess what we found a love!!! woot...so it means we all shall appreciate love!!! <---how lame can i be? hahahhaha

then...i shall called this the hollow cut....that is dig everything out from the core and left the outer layers....as i remember there's only 4 dissections which are cross section, horizontal, sagittals and mid sagittal...but miss ah bel here....create a new one....know as HOLLOW SAGITTAL!!!

here's how it is done!!!
haiz....kids nowadays lol....

fyi the one being hollowed is mr apple's brain lol...

how fun is our class? lol....

i felt so pity to the brain....and to fulfill their purpose of living i ma eat all the apple being experiment on lo hahahhah its nice wei... hahahha hhaha

ok la till then ppl i need to go to class now bye....

once again i need to said this.....

once again readers of my blog....

i need to clarify with this....since the fact i am a straight-forward person...

i will go straight to the point and i know this will be shock cos thats the reason why i am BEATING AROUND THE BUSH!!! (this is what the warning i will mention beforehand or after the articles) <--- read it loud and crystal clear pls~!

collectivism matters....

first...

when u are reading with my blog! x put ur personal feelings into the articles or watever crap i am writing why? I AM NOT WRITING STORYBOOK. and u ppl should know when u are reading text like history, u put it personal u cry out of sudden? crap la....its not the society norm....

so when u read i reckon u to read it with UNDERSTANDING!

second...

blog is meant for ppl to voice out their opinion so to be a strong person accept the FACT AND CRITICS AND change for the better good! not crying over the spilt milk...hell la

third....
to say my blog is judgmental well its up to u what u think from my blog i x mind...but never mind i know myself and so as my family and my frens that knw that i am not that kind of person....so as i said before judgmental in the eye of the person to choose which he wanted to focus...and over few (say few cos i wrote a lot !!!) articles...judgmental ppl will not put the cons and pros about the certain issue...

so TAKE NOTE!

fourth.........
this is my culture so as my brothers and some of my frens....the way how we wrote! if u x accept it...means there's a different in culture...

then issit true?

of course not we are malaysians....so look or survey around before u come to conclusion! and what is our culture? we are fall in between collectivism and individualistic

why?

collectivism because we tolerate and understand

individualistic because..........hell u got see us ppl do something bad and we keep our mouth shut? of course not we voice out and implement on it...fight for our rightful means!

so once again this is the advice i have given to ppl when u r reading about my blog

NOT TO MENTION I HAVE TOLD U ALL THAT MY VERY FIRST BLOG ABOUT THE APPLE!!!!!

now this is the ignorance is worse than hypocrite i meant!!!

till then....

" are we meant to be prisoner of society?"

Manipulation...

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many manipulation i have came across in my life...

some i may agree its a healthy manipulation and some may be the unhealthy one...

now what are the difference between this two manipulations?

imagine this....

A mother, lied to her son that his dog gone missing, dunno where it went and told the son that the dog is forever gone... but in fact the dog got hit by the car and died and she buried it...so do you think its the healthy one? definitely its the healthy one...these is a great sacrifice that a mother had to come out a white lies in order to protect the son's feeling...so be empathy about it...

or

manipulating one person of whom u r care for...and manipulating it for the benefit of your image status in the society or shall i call superiority FAME!!! somehow like this... u got a gf that is so outgoing and when i meant by outgoing means a bit boyish type...and ya she sort of sees ur heart...but when she is together...with him...he changed her a lot manipulate her into doing something glamour and from the 3rd person view is seems as manipulating somehow to do something that is not for herself good but rather for himself.....so what u gonna called that one? healthy manipulation? of course not....!!!!!!

now for me I DISGUST those person who manipulate ppl for the benefit of their own...

its like playing with his or hers doll...

and what benefit did it gonna get?

manipulating will never bring good ending if its for the self-benefit...

try to imagine the situation, u will understand better!

now allow me to ask u some opinion...

Do you support those who manipulate anyone else for the self-benefit purpose?

for me i DON't why?

cos this unhealthy manipulation is like the devil on the shoulder....

so think again...if u think u r doing some unhealthy benefit!!!

till then...just wanted to express my opinion...

"manipulative can be good if u give, but it is bad when u said for ME!"

NOTE THAT;
THIS ARTICLE HAS NOTHING WITH TO DO ANYONE AROUND ME! ITS JUST A MATTER OF EXPRESSING MY THOUGHT!

paradise....

this is exactly how i got the idea of paradise i mean the idea talking about paradise comes from...

Miss Yew tersilap kata PARALYZE for paradise..and then Jun Keong asked me about what is paradise....then i said to him....Paradise is something like for example if its for the person D is hot sexy chicks...then a place that filled with the hot sexy chicks is the person D's paradise.....so after a few daydreaming...(eh i got listen in the class ah...only a session of daydreaming lol....) i quickly jot down the word paradise onto my palm...which i asked the pen from boon long....

now...what is paradise?

have we came across one?

have we ever experience one?

is paradise a place or its a sensations?

here's some dictionary definition of paradise; heaven (in some religion)...or the garden of Eden or an ideal place or state?

In the dictionary it focuses on the place...but have we ever found our paradise yet in this world?

IF YOU EVER COME ACROSS ONE! NAME ONE AT THE CHAT BOX! lol....

but based on my opinion i x think so....and why is that?

ok allow me to explain it using pictures...

the first one.....

WARNING! this is a random pict from google ah....


first i have no idea where's that place is...if i knew i will go there asap and submerge myself into this water...cos at this moment the weather here is so hot!!!!!!!!!!

some say it's a paradise!
look at the crystal clear of the water!! woot!!! so calm the wind...so relaxing...and felt so city free!!! not to mention got a good view...imagine u're lying down there at the beach under the shelter....over looking the sea....at the mean time enjoying ur own juice or for those alcoholic, some cocktail....tropical style...yeah!!! and on the hand (physically) holding a book enjoying reading from it....

but some may say it's a HELL!
the most typical one, for some who scare of sun ( what u're a vampire?) will not lik it? cos its too hot...scourging...killing and suffocating!! and they will thinks lik who the hell in the world got ppl wanna go such place lik a desert except meeting the sea....or perhaps for some ppl scare of water? or for some ppl who experienced PTSD (post traumatic stress disorder) of tsunami...will they ever be going back there again? or worse...for the geeks( not insulting them but this is wat they called themselves) will not able to survive a minute of IT-less....

now u see it?

this two different view of paradise...

so till now what is paradise?

............then based on my opinion, i suggest that the place is a paradise to the paticular individual if he or she feels COMFORT WITH IT (sensations)

and whats the stand towards this argument?

as mentioned earlier... some may thinks the tropical beach is a paradise and a lot of visitors will go for vacation and "ka-ching!" money many come come!

but some may just stay in the room like the 7 eleven business hours...

so straight to the point.....

I believe that the paradise and the best paradise ever experience for one person is

their own HOMETOWN!

why?

ever experience when u work or study at somewhere else...and u get this feeling of homesick?

or maybe somehow at some point u will get culture-shock!

or maybe sometimes u miss the food u enjoy?

or do you miss your family?

miss ur pet?

all of this could explain and support my point that the actual paradise is not the vacation hotspot but rather your own hometown!

some may deny it! but if u critically evaluate it....what say you?

is there anywhere else in this world that u could do anything i mean anything!!! u want or felt like zero stranger?

so ya...

MY HOMETOWN MIRI AND BRUNEI IS MY PARADISE!!! I LOVE IT AND I X DENY IT AT ALL!!!

for those going back to ur hometown i request that u all enjoy ur time to the fullest there and x left a single shit out...so that when u're back here u wont say this again " gosh i miss my bla bla bla" or "damn it here is so boring!!!"

till then...ppl...

"enjoy ur coming holidays ah! lik there's no more holidays....."

they say," sharing is caring so...."

the church....

the mosque..

the temple....

my mom's favourite "tiang peh ngu" lol....

the sunset view.....

the pasar malam....

Miri city's night life....

that's all ah.....

ambition that i wish to achieve one day....

ya...i know, the title sounds kinda childish....

but wait...don't judge the whole story by the cover only that is the title just continue reading it. you will know what am i talking about eventually....(this is due to me, so fail in looking for appropriate title for this blog...)

How well do you know about WAR?!

and for those fast judgementalist; no this is not my ambition that is becoming a soldier....

at the very beginning, my exposure to war was so limited...cos i x really care about news when i was young....then there's this movie, a mini series actually...

known as ......band of brothers, i know for sure few of u would be so familiar about this movie... and what so special of this movie related to my ambition?

when i watch this, i am not interested in the "boom, boom pow" of it.....but rather the story line of it...it expose to me the weakness and the dangers of the war in the very clear picture!

ever imagine, you just make friends with a soldier and you two went to fight together...not even a day the person u know die in front of u...worst part...whenever u do...even with this protection...u will get shot out of no where and die just like that....a human life wasted because of the politics means and the violence...

ok let's not talk about it that much.....

now the reason why why i introducing this movie is because of my ambition of becoming.....

A WAR REPORTER

yes, i am aware of what happened to late Daniel Pearl (more info bout him watch "almighty Heart" by angelina jolie)...but do you know whats the purpose i hope of becoming the war reporter?

not that i want to take some pictures and earn some money for the photo shooting,

not that i want to experience war or act macho ways to involve in war....so come back home also felt like a hero

not that i want to feel war cos i had too much of war games and movies of it...

not that i love to get hold of the gun....

I AM NOT ALL THE ABOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE REASON WHY I WISH TO BECOME THAT IS,

"TO SHOW TO THE WORLD THE REAL SITUATION OF WAR!"

perhaps, when i was small i was thought by my parents to not fight among ourselves...and even if we have to fight we need to negotiate peacefully with tolerance means....

and thanks to my parents i uphold this value throughout my life and not even tempted to resort in violence.....

why do we need violence while God gave us the right to speak...so use it...

we are not meant to kill each other.....even animal try to avoid but why would we?

its not that i wanted to be the first Malaysian war reporter...i x see this pride as something of "Malaysia Boleh"

what i want is the whole eyes fix on the situation of the WAR and stop it resort to peace ways of settling things...

my father once said this to me "if u play fire with fire, it will continue burning endlessly..."

and the following will be the pictures of the war situation which i adore the most...courtesy to TIME.COM ah....(hope they wont sue me for i am sharing my thoughts here)

Casualty of War

An American soldier killed by German snipers, Leipzig, Germany, April 18, 1945. (photographer Robert Capa)

Moment of Impact
The Death of a Loyalist Militiaman, Cerro Muriano, Cordoba front, September 5, 1936. (another work of Robert Capa)

Wounded
A U.S. soldier is evacuated from the battlefield after being severely injured by fire from a U.S. helicopter in a friendly-fire incident.

Long Climb

Soldiers hike on an arduous 14-hour patrol up the mountains above the Korengal Valley.

Firefight
A U.S. soldier fires at Taliban fighters during a multipronged insurgent attack on U.S. and Afghan troops in the Watapor Valley.

and this the best pictures i came across (for me la of course...)

Isolated
A soldier stands guard over Urstan Pass.

now after u read all this u will wonder why would i want to take this kind of pictures?

if u wanna be in the shoe as i am, may i suggest u to further view the pictures at the following links ;

http://www.time.com/time/photoessays/2007/kozyrev_qubah_multimedia/

and especially this one;

http://www.time.com/time/photoessays/2007/war_home/

since Mass media always have the strong power of influence...so why not?

lol....

anyhow this is merely a dream and i am not sure i am able to achieve it or not le? why?

cos i dun even have a camera yet le.....so sad...

hahahhah nvm one step at a time....thats what we should do....

now does it still sounds childish to you? lol.....

till then ppl...

"daydreaming is not a sin, instead its the salvation to your success..."