Official last day of Year 1 Sem 2 of psychology.....

lol....today is the last day and its marked by the UAPC1024 theories of counseling and psychotherapy examination just now...

and as the tradition of me as the kepoism....(busy body) , i will post up some or shall i say most of the pictures of my coursemate reaction including myself la lol.....(sense of selfish a bit please....lol...)

as usual a PICTURES DO THE TALKING! hahha lol....

so enjoy...

but wait....a little preview of me the hours before exam.....

i open my eyes i see u, i away from u i see u again , u r as from jus till now u r always image of me but now i have to separate from u haiz......CHEH! as if......

then when reach UTAR lol....here are some reactions lol....

THE BEFORE.....

those who says peace with u all....lol....

from the top , jacqueline"peacez..." winnie "ehheee peacez..." and andrew "yo peace..." lol...

lol....those who really going to "die with honor"<----serious look lol....jk...

kean tat (in blue shirt), wen jye (red) and ken(milky color...) together hand in hand and say this, "if fate allows, we will meet again" lol...jk...



sharon and wei yen....one of the frontliners.....lol...

then the rest.....



then le...there's still some happy reactions before the exam starts....



moon....u can see her...still smiling le....i dunno why la...lol...


kin teng with his style of saying good luck to ppl...


blurrie momo cs...going to die with honor lol.....

then there's something unique happening there lo.....this man....below...



he is doing the honor teaching them how to prepare themselves right before exam...wonder how? u see.....


he says,"first, u need to face the wall and say this wall ah wall ah i love u ah i will come to u for htmc later ah...." lol....jk....

actually they are.......lol...

DURING THE EXAM....
so i took my things....then go into the examination class but before i start i manage to take few picts too la lol....



ALL set and good to go...wow quite efficient than me le lol....hhaha i still like vip coming in pride glory to die with honor lol.....so since its all fully seated haiz....left a seat in fron there near andrew so i sat there lo....frontline also lol....

my paper....



then i do, i answer i try, i struggle , i gila-ing, i crapping, i dunno wat i was writting and then TIMES UP....

woohooo!!!!

THE AFTER EXAM....

those still discussing and refer back.....



wen jye still looking thru....the notes or paper i forgot lol....this fella quite a smart fella also i reckon u ah for the political point of view opinion..look for him ah.....(promoting u)

well the fact i could only snapped some of them still referring cos i was refering to lol....hahha kantoi....

then the rest of them...their reactions.....after the exam...



ken says "yeah~"



THE BULLY ACT... tokong teo smiling happily yeah~ and tai yi long, so cham (sort of crying) nah both pretending lol...



Kean tat giggling all the way....why cos same like me simply crapped bout the tcp question 3 a) existentialist view of human nature with the answer we learn from personality lol....hahhah not bad oh hahahah hope its correct lo lol...



the cool gang....lol....hou~ yeng ah!!!



Josheen with her orange juice hair.....talking over the phone n i manage to eavedropped "hey i'm coming back ah coming tomolo ah ok i coming back tomolo ahh heheheeh ahhahaha ehheeeee hahhahae" <---made up by me lol.... then here she goes......(quite fast oh...) she goes....woosshhh wakakakkaka....jk,..

cheng boon "wah letihnya ah...."
then marcus with his fully equipped uniform lol....military one is comouflage but his is the jeans lol....yeah abang play the urban style~(the one wearing all the jeans lol....)no wonder x see him around lol....before the exam start...

nathan doing his peace routine~! lol....smart one also lol.....for academic advise look for him ah ppl....so as the pro-ness in presentation lol...


the sitting style lol....

THE EXAMPLE OF DISCREPANCY....

guys focus on kin teng action lol.....

first shot....then

lol...second shot.... hahhaha and then wilson was lik yeah and soon guan was lik wooohh.... hahhaha

pui guan...aiyeyeyeye~ shy shy away lol....

ting ying hahhah she was been tricked by me its a video lol...so she ma do the "heehehhhahhiihihihhihihehehtteeehehehehhehehehe" action and said this " yeah exam over liaw yeah....freedom...yeah..." [owh she so gonna kill me lo hahhaha]

then miss chee's cute girl.....ganasnya lik wanna cari gaduh one lol....jk la lol....she was talking....bout some "business"
this is kavi lol....

ok tats all for now la....cos why le the story continues later lol....

cos

" I gotta a feeling that tonight...that gonna be a good night that tonight gonna be good night.....night~ i got the feeling......" adapted from black eyed peas; i gotta a feeling song...

so enjoy then lol....

Updated My blog

well I've just updated my blog and i meant really update it the look most basically la lol... hahhaah

(but this is gonna be a brief blog la...)

however as i was changing its look, haiz...gone thru a lot of prob and too many choices but eventually i still choose the first i got my eye on lo...and oh ya i give a little touch of it as u can see urself la lol.... hahhahah lame i knw!

here as some of the blog i try out before i got this one (sounds like a girl trying out new clothes lol..lame +sissy lol...)

well this is nice lo...especially the wood lo with this fainted color of rainbow looks so modern art style nice....but....TOO SIMPLE..

chosed this one before because le...its like u cut off the piece of ur jeans and put it in the web.....got this realistic sensation lo...but NO HEADER DESIGN...so move on lo hahhahha

ok....this one well i almost comfirm with this one la....cos it looks so relaxing lo and classy a bit in some ways...but the prob is only the header is diff while the rest le simple black desing...boring lo...might as well i design it myself also lo...hahahhah

next....

hahhahah nice and cool i like it but TOO COMPACT cramp all my blog articles into one column....

after looking thru all this black theme design ah...i x see any nice one lo so i make look for other categories then i found this out of random lo...looks alive lo...but the prob is the background :<>

one word for this theme..COOL but le....its too messy...some ppl may not like it lo hahhaha

so move on again...

this is so futuristic look lo...but haiz.. got this evil look lo...cos the eye especially lol....

then after choosing and choosing ah.... came back to the first one i desire the most and which is the one i am gonna use lo....dunno for how long la lol....hahhhahah

till then ah.....

The Human, Mammal and Reptile in us.....

After i've gone thru most of the theories in TCP subject, so as from the observation and interpretation of others and my life experiences i come out with a er....dunno wat shall i call it le?

it x be theory because i still at early level to design a theory (after see the theorist how they create it so NO WAY i shall call it...) therefore i think by right i shall call it, the opinion or interpretation lo...hahhaah limited knowledge still, but u ought to give wat u need to voice out from ur chest.... lol.....

basically, its more to intellectual lo, it x be really put it into the scientific experiment because i still x sure what can be tested here or what hypotheses can come out with lol....however its intellectual so it might be true or not la .....

well what i believe is this, our human may seems as a an individual or a creature that is different than any organism in this world to the extend of micro one....but if u take a look carefully u'll see something that is similiarities between us and the organism around us, therefore my opinion is that our mind or brain is made of three diff parts; THE HUMAN, THE MAMMAL AND THE REPTILE...

well it may seems unacceptable at the begin[yes u may disagree cos i x prove it yet lo], but allow me to let u experience or how i view it;

why do i say, our brain is made out of 3 parts le?

THE MAMMAL,

do we breath, sleep, homeostasis, our heart beat, our blood [warm-blooded] and so on, similiar to the mammals? We need to fulfil all those things to survive, u x breath, the moment u x breath u'll be dead right away, so as the mammals, what are their purpose of life? Generally to survive isn't it? for instance, dogs been obey, perform tricks and so on, because of what? food...this is how those animals they survive....by doing so... not to mention, they care for their young ones like we our parents did to us even how evil is our parents they too care for us.... at the beginning... even to this desire of sex....if u knw wat i meant....Generally, mammals are doing it because they want to survive....to continue living, so therefore the mammals in our brain parts is meant for us to survive continue surviving, like some theorist suggested that we are the closest relatives to the mammals lo.... ponder.....

THE REPTILE

why reptile? generally the differences between reptile n mammals are that reptiles cold-blooded and mammal are warm but reptiles has scales instead of hair....on their skin...which is this differences by our society norm as the bad and evil one.....or shall we call it cold-blooded one?what happen when someone called u this "u're a cold-blooded person?" lol...and how come we have this reptilian in our brain parts? have u ever thought of something bad or evil or maladaptive behaviour into ur considerations? u may not realise u doing it, but its going on in u, just like me, i have this desire to ignore ppl at africa now, lack of food and constant tribal wars, am i helping them? merely emphaty....therefore the reptile in us is reffereing to the evil part of us....in this world evil is needed to balance the peace......

THE HUMAN

this is the part of us that makes us diff than any organism in this world...why issit so? does animal learn as fast as we do? imagine animals having religion like us, do animals manage to reach the self-actualization? issit possible for animals to invent something like this laptop here i am using and blogs? the answer is NO....this is wat makes us different, the human of us the important and the most aware part of us. this is the part of us we are able to sense it, feel it and show it out and act upon it... compared to the reptile and mammal we x cos they are unconcious part of us.... therefore this is the human part of us makes us unique....the human part is the conscious and unique part of us....so as the advantages here in this world....

why are we human and not animal? this is not because we are totally different, physically we are alike like those animals and reptiles, u can see urself later.... if u take a look into the first stage and second stage of the embryo development, we all have similiar features, we do have TAILS! thats why its almost the same...we are different because of the evolutions adavantages and biological classification by the scientist, etc;the HOMO SAPIENS....

human embryo


dog embryo(mammal)


turtle embryo(reptile)

as u can see all three have the similiar body feature although may look a bit diff especially the reptile but stil got the same features....(adapted from natgeo...)

therefore its ok to have this mammal and reptile in our life...but the most important things is that we need to learn how to use our human part to take control over the mammal and reptile part, why? if the human part doesn't balance them, more mammal part; our lives merely live to eat and sleep and die.... that's all or in other words, lifeless......more reptile part; we will be committing psychopathic activities, cruelty and anything that society norm consider as cold-blooded.....

BUT WHAT IF WE BALANCE THOSE PARTS IN OUR BRAIN?

for instance u r studying right now for UAPC 1024:theories of counseling and psychotherapy why? to be gain wat u want, the good result the benefit of it [thats the human part] but at the same time u need make sure u are still breathing, eat while u are hungry, and sleep when u r tired and ban jio....and so on...in order to continue studying the TCP [thats the human part controlling over the mammal part] but at the same time, one of ur fren is trouble in this subject but u x help him or her cos u r not sure urself too, or dunno how to answer also or perhaps u x have time, therefore u choose to ignore it....[thats the human part asking ur reptile part to act out...]

therefore to be a human u need to control the mammal and reptile part of u.....once u gain control of it, u r human.....

lol....quite long le....hahhahha lol...however this is merely my opinion not a theory lol...so x need to study this ah like u studying for the TCP cos that baru are theories......lol...

so therefore enjoy studying ya...i just making fun of myself nia lol......

till then........牛力大家!!!!

"we see our lifes in our own way, that's why ur life is colorful"

p/s: hope that no one sued me for this ah lol...hhahahha hope its not blasphemy too...hahhaha

牛力

牛是一type of animal...

牛很勤劳because 帮忙 farmer plant 菜....


日很 bright ,他们 continue 做....不怕日....


牛的 reward 很 simple , 他们吃 grass.....(simple nia...)

that's why 我跟大家讲"牛力"吧......for 提西屁(TCP)

"牛力!!!!!"

Karma or कर्म...

WARNING
this is MERELY based on my daily witness

after i have witnessed, i asked this

is karma good or bad?

are suppose to trust this principle which seems convincing at the beginning but eventually not?

is Karma always gives the OPPOSITE return to those who do good things?

should we believe in KARMA again?

well for my answer to the last question is NO (the other question is subject to the readers' opinion)

here is the reason why,
as one of the favourite lecturer told us before "human by nature are selfish" and i think it is partially true cos whatever or whenever u do something good to some ppl, they will not see it instead ignoring it....why? no appreciation of course and issit so important to appreciate such a good deed?

if u x appreciate such a good deed then let me ask u, whats the purpose this quote so famous?

"For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life",John 3:16

Some may say, Karma is depends on how u think...(law of attraction)

if so, then if one person who been foolishly help one person give and give and give never ask anything in return to a person, because the person believes that everyone is appreciative but in their own particular ways....<--after u see this, don't u think it is what they called MANIPULATION OR EXPLOITATION?

so x think so cos I personally won't do that cos I am not that stupid as u think I am....because come what may, I endure(i can stand it cos i have numerous experience, allows me to deal with it) and indulge (to do something what i think i'm most enjoy)....

sometimes Karma x really works because they x realised it or they are unaware of it, if so then forgive them....

if so, then forgive and forget a person lo as the principle given by John F.Kennedy, why? cos once u forgive a person the person may or may not change therefore u need to remember such malbehaviour of his or her in order for ur own safety in the future....

as u can see here, sometimes when one person is following this principe of Karma he or she may be turning into EVIL how come?

u see, if u were trying to be nice, trying to help, trying to solve the matter, trying to detect the prob but then with no appreciation persist for a long period of time? what will happen le?

the person felt that this such deeds is no longer necesssary therefore abandon it and turn to selfish himself or herself....

this is wat going on here in this world...we live with other ppl but how u deal with them is depends on how u see urself and protect urself in other words be selfish...

but some say life is also like business, why? u "sell" of course u need to "pay" if u x "pay" whats going on to u? chase by loan shark perhaps....and of course the way how loan shark chase should knw by now lo...

so from this now onwards.....i am not saying i'm not going to be mr nice guy but i will still trying to be cos i am not 100% nice guy lo hahhahah....

my old folks once told me" just continue walking straight ahead, look front ahead, ignoring the others said bout u or do bout u. Cos life is like that, u need to suffer first in order to gain the happinest"